July 12, 2005
I had a nice long post written, JUST about done, about how freaking broke we are and why, and blogger fucking ATE IT FOR LUNCH. Aaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrgh!
I just don't have it in me to write the whole thing over again.
Put it this way - we got screwed out of $10,000 on the last house we built, now the next house isn't ready to start yet. All of Chris' employees are whining and crying, threatening to jump ship. The business account is overdrawn, the personal account is overdrawn and I AM OVERDRAWN.
I NEED VALIUM.
I just got paid a Friday and that is already gone. There is no additional income in the forecast until the 22nd, and no money to pay for:
D's preschool weekly payment
the overdue water bill
the overdue cell phone bill
the overdue house payment
This only one of the issues that is stressing me out. No wonder I can't any freakin' sleep.
Yes, yes, I know...this, too, shall pass. I know it's only temporary. I'm just not handling things well today.
Ok...I said I wasn't going to rewrite this.
So, I won't.
Fuck you, Blogger.
Check this out. Click "Break Stuff" - 2nd Column, 3rd down. Yeah...that's the ticket! I think I need to go for a go kart ride when I get home.