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October 17, 2005

My Head Hurts

Bullshit
Bullshit
Bullshit

For those of you that read this morning's post - the pity party is over (although I do sincerely appreciate your kind words of advice and support). For those who missed it - never mind. It isn't worth spending the time wondering about.

You know what? It's becoming clearer all the time. I'd rather just skip the bullshit. The last thing any of us needs is any more of this fucking high-school drama and I don't care to tolerate any more of it. I can hear the e-mails and IM's a flyin'. Better watch who you send them to, someone might forward them to me - OOPS, maybe someone already has! You never know when a knife will lodge in your spine. But really, you have nothing better to talk about? Jeez, how sad. I'm glad I've provided such interesting fodder for you but it's time to grow up and move on.

The betrayal hurt, sure. I feel pretty foolish for not seeing things how they really are before. However, I refuse to empower anyone by letting them think that I continue to suffer because that's not the case. True colors are showing all over the place and they look like various shades of shit to me. It's refreshing to see things in a clearer light.

This blog is not a horrible car accident that you keep driving past to get another look at the carnage. Nothing to see here...move along, people. I am.

19 Comments:

At October 17, 2005 2:11 pm, Blogger Serra said...

Celti, say you're not leaving me!

 
At October 17, 2005 2:14 pm, Blogger E-Lo said...

Oh no. That doesn't sound good.

Don't go!

 
At October 17, 2005 4:08 pm, Blogger Denny Shane said...

If you go "they win" it's that simple... carryon as if nothing has happened... continually to write about it only serves to eat you up and gives them more fodder to work with.

 
At October 17, 2005 4:42 pm, Blogger cali said...

Huh? What happened?

 
At October 17, 2005 5:45 pm, Blogger Sloth said...

I'm confused. Did the terrorists win or not?

 
At October 17, 2005 6:15 pm, Blogger Derek Knight said...

who wins? naturally, it would be me.

heh. Would you prefer the obligatory "don't go," or the devil's advocatey "fine, go...See if I care?"

Either one, lemme know. I'll keep 'em in reserve. Heh.

 
At October 17, 2005 7:02 pm, Blogger Celti said...

Serra - nah...might move, but not leavin'. :)

E-Lo - no worries. It's all good.

Denny - au contraire. Alas, we've discussed...

Cali - Sorry to worry you - all is well. Regular programming should begin again shortly. lol

Sloth - I'm happy to say they did not. :)

Derek - ok, smartass pasty anglo puddin' head bear. *poke*

 
At October 17, 2005 7:44 pm, Blogger No_Newz said...

Celt, joke 'em if they can't take a fuck. Or something like that. Don't know what I missed but I am sorry someone feels the need to fuck with you.
Lois Lane

 
At October 17, 2005 8:38 pm, Blogger sydwynd said...

Ok, I'm just getting caught up from being away so I know I missed something. So I'll just say this:

My motto in life is that I don't give a fuck what other people think. Never have, never will. There are a handful of people in my life that matter to me. They will do. I don't need any others. If the want to talk shit about me, fine. My actions will speak louder than their words. I know who I am and what I'm about and don't need anyone else to validate my opinions or actions.

Just ignore the annoying little bugs out there, hon. Soon, they will realize that no one is paying attention and move on.

 
At October 17, 2005 9:54 pm, Blogger Red said...

Do I have to kick someone's ass?

 
At October 18, 2005 7:02 am, Blogger Outburst said...

Don't know what happened, but keep your chin up.
Lot's of people here find you very likeable and not all of us are turds.

 
At October 18, 2005 7:29 am, Blogger Boobabe said...

I hate it when people screw with me too. I had double doses last weekend and I didn't like it and that was in my real life. Here in the blog world I have been more than fortunate that just about everyone loves me(but I don't have family and in-laws reading my blog either)

Doesn't matter where you go, I'll be there, with a supportive smile and a wisecrack to brighten your day.

 
At October 18, 2005 9:50 am, Blogger HazelEyedPisces said...

Atta girl! Open a can of whoopass, kick some ass and don't bother to take names!

 
At October 18, 2005 10:05 am, Blogger Kate the Peon said...

Hey, C, was wondering if the pic of you on your last SASF was a recent pic or not.

 
At October 18, 2005 10:21 am, Blogger Julie said...

I agree with outburst. I am not a turd. ;)

 
At October 18, 2005 10:35 am, Blogger Celti said...

OK - trying this again. This will be the 3rd attempt to respond to these. rrrrr.

Lois - Yeah, something like that. lol You didn't miss much. Just watch you back, hon. :)

Vince - that's a great way to look at it. You're a wise and kind man. *hugs*

OW - nah...but I appreciate the sentiment. They'll have Karma to deal with. ;)

Outburst - Chin is up. :) Aw, thanks! Indeed, there are a lot of non-turds here. lol

Boo - A double dose? Gah! Well, this time it was blogger peeps and not family. I'll do the same for you, sweetie! *hugs*

HEP - :D

Kate - yes, in fact...about a week ago. Why?

Julie - No, indeed you are not! :)

 
At October 18, 2005 12:23 pm, Blogger Kate the Peon said...

Because your face looks super thin. Update on the weight loss?

 
At October 18, 2005 1:38 pm, Blogger halo said...

Seems to me that if you keep bringing it up, it wont go anywhere. But hey, what do I know. Its a pity you cant keep your blog private, I know there are some people Id rather have not read me as well.

 
At October 18, 2005 10:37 pm, Blogger spcknght said...

It's stories like these that make me thankful my readership can be counted on one hand. :)

Sorry to hear about the stormy emotional weather--just remember that feces occurs. Just remember to flush it away befores it stinks.

 

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