December 14, 2005

Can I Exhale Yet?

Sorry for the lack of posts. Trust me, it's not a good sign.

I'll be quite frank. I'm not handling things well right now. I'm filled to the brim with anxiety and I feel completely overwhelmed. The details aren't even important. I am riding on the edge of a meltdown.

I saw the doctor today, but couldn't get my new medicine because the insurance company needs some kind of presidential approval or some shit. So I wait.

Now I need to find something to make all these torments stop swirling around in my head before it explodes.

stop the world
I want to get off.


  1. Blogging doesn't stop the swirling torment in one's head. For that, you need presidentially approved medication... or tequila. Feel better, Celti.

  2. I'm here if you need me, just an e-mail away...

  3. Ditto to that. Fighting off a cold myself, but sending comfort vibes and long-distance hugs. Take care of yourself, but don't hold off on asking for help, k?

  4. Hope yeh get your drugs soon- as I told Seamus, pharmecuticals make life better. If not for you, then for those around you.

    Feel better; hell, Christmas is NEVER a stressful time, right? ;)

  5. Do like Boo....curl up on the couch and just look at all that needs to be done. It's much more rewarding than one would think.

  6. Hang tight Celti! Hopefully the president gets off his well monied backside and coughs up your drugs sooner rather than later.

  7. I can relate...this time of year can be's a hug for ya.

  8. Celti,

    My prayers are with you. Reach out if you need anything. Anything I can to, just ask.

  9. wow... I didn't think you would miss me that much... ;) I'm just visiting up here in the frigid north... I'll be back in sunny and toasty warm Texas on Sat. ;)

  10. The world's not one for doing favours like that. As far as I know, it's not let anyone off without a fight. So I hope you get your drugs soon, and that they get you feeling like you want to stay here on the planet.

    Hey, the winter Solstice is coming up soon, so days'll start to lengthen. And Mercury's coming out of retrograde, which means shit to me, but while we're talking of planets and all... :)


  11. Thank you, all of you, for your support. This round has been a rough one, but things are starting to look up again thankfully.

    Michael - No, it doesn't, but it lets me know people like you. I got samples and vodka. ;) thanks.

    Brighton - Even if I don't take you up on it every time, know that I appreciate it so much.

    Spc - thanks, hon. Hope you are feeling better too. All hugs are more than welcome. I won't.

    Omega - Got some samples, so I'm on my way out of this hole. Can't wait until 2006. Get this hellacious year OVER WITH!

    Boo - that's what I've been doing. Mysteriously, none of it is getting done! lol

    Nanner - hugs back!

    Pete - It's been a white-knuckle ride, I tell ya. The Scrip STILL hasn't come through, but I got samples.

    Mike - thanks & hugs back.

    Vince - thanks so much, hon. Not much you can do besides what you've already done. hugs

    Denny - ha ha. Aren't you cute. I hope you freeze your butt. lol

    Owl - That's for sure. Better now that it's stopped spinning so violently. I guess I'll stay for now. lol. {{Owl}}

    SASF is coming, folks!

  12. Where was I? Hmmph... don't rightly know, but I'm here, too, sweetie. Now take the day off work, go home and make yourself a white russian (in a STEIN) and curl up on the sofa with some nice mellow, non-holiday music.