June 08, 2005

Fuck It

yep. that's what I said. Fuck it and fuck this. actually - fuck it all.

It's just too much...all of it. I might be gone for a while due to need to be heavily sedated. I just can't wear this mask and pretend that everything is ok any more. It's a fucking farce.

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24 comments:

  1. Take your time. You don't have to put a happy face on for me. If you need to talk I'm just an e-mail, IM away....

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  2. Calm down a bit... take deep breaths... :)

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  3. I'm so sorry this is happening - fuck it is right - don't worry about whoever your anger and hurt is directed to. Worry about yourself.

    Take care - you are a sweetheart :)

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  4. That's it. I'm coming over there and kicking some ass. Don't fuck with Celti or you'll have to deal with me.

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  5. ok, you can take a break. it's a good thing. we'll miss you but we'll be here for you when you're ready to come back.

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  6. no..FUCK THEM! FUCK THEM AND THEIR SMALL IGNORANT BRAINS!

    sorry sweety.

    *big hugs*

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  7. Fuckin' A, sweetie... It's a pisser of the highest order. But breaks are always good; rejuvenate yourself. Blogland isn't going to go anywhere.

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  8. I am Canadian, and I CAN come down with a hockey stick if you need someone taken care of.

    We're all here for you, YOU KNOW THAT.
    let us know how we can help.

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  9. I'm sorry to hear you in such pain :o( Remember Celti is first and foremost. Step back and view it from a distance.
    *buffle(((Sunbeam)))buffle*

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  10. Beep..

    Hello, is this Domino's? I'd like a large pepperoni with extra cheese, hello, hello? (whispers) Honey, I don't think this is Dominos. All I hear is screaming and someone yelling fuck it. You sure this is the right number? (Yells) What, fuck me? No, fuck you! (crashing sounds in background)

    Beep..

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  11. Seriously,

    We're all here for you doll. Catch your breath, we'll be waiting.

    Peace be with you.

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  12. sydwynd, that was hilarious!

    Celti, Honey, I'm staying at kate's for a few more days, so I won't be on my own IM, but you can reach me through hers or on my email. Oh, or on my cell phone!

    Love you tons & tons & tons & tons. xoxoxo

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  13. Mwahahahah...hahahahah....omg...hahahahahahha....that was great sydwynd. I wish I would have thought of that.

    Okay....lemme compose myself here.

    Celti...."Let's give them something to talk about. How about love..." I mean wouldn't a lesbian affair just make your friends ever so thrilled?!?!?! I'm sure my husband would video tape it for your husband, too!!!

    *rolls my eyes*

    You're "friends" are just jealous because you write your inner most intimate thoughts here for us "nobodies" to read while they are left to ponder your coke and a smile everyday. They'll get over the shock and hurt. Or they will move on.

    But if you're friends ARE reading this then here is my advise to them: Cast not the first stone unless ye be without sin.

    God bless you Celti-butt! *HUGS*

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  14. I'm sorry you're having a tough time of things right now.

    Don't forget who's #1!

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  15. THOSE WHO SPEAK OF donegal GET KICKS IN BARS AND IN THE BALLS, THE HARP THAT PLAYED IN TARA'S HALLS IS BURNING ON THE DUMP.

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  16. Celti girl,

    I think that we sometimes get so lost in being what everyone else wants that we forget who we are and what we want out of live.

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  17. Oh the words that she spoke
    Seemed the wisest of philosophies
    There's nothing ever gained
    By a wet thing called a tear
    When the world is too dark
    And I need the light inside of me
    I'll go into a bar and drink
    Fifteen pints of beer.

    I am going, I am going
    Any which way the wind may be blowing:

    I am going, I am going
    Where the streams of whiskey are flowing.

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  18. I can come open up a can of whoop ass with the best of them. I'm short, but I'm scrappy. Lemme at em...

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  19. Celti~ wish we lived closer, I'd bring over a case of Smirnoff Ice and help you solve the problems of the world. (ok, so all I could do would be to hold your hair while you vomit, but I would do that for you ;) )Truthfully I think you need a new happy place; a new blog, or a password protected blog. Those people are assholes and have no life of their own so they are trying to control your life. I say Fuck it to THEM!!

    Keep your chin up, Hon and know that we are all with you on this and will follow wherever you lead. WQe can also kick some sorry ass if need be.

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  20. Hey, girl. Take deep breaths and remember that the most trite of sayings, "This too shall pass," is a truism.

    I'll be on IM tonight if you need someone to vent to. Or email me, I'm stuck at work most of the day.

    *hugs*

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  21. Stopping for a long hug for you...Don't let the asshats get you down, hon. Heal you, whatever that takes. My email's here so feel free to use it.

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  22. There is two sides to every story.
    Life is about the choices we make. Someone who spends soooo much time whining about their lot in life should maybe unplug from the computer and concentrate on their real life rather than the fictional one they dream of online. How many hours does Celti spend at the computer when she could be in counseling with her husband or doing something to improve her financial position? If your life is so tough, quit whining about it and make it better.

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