and I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
I was confused
and I live it all out to find
that I'm not the only person with these things in mind
inside of me
but all that they can see the words revealed
it's the only real thing that i got left to feel
nothing to lose
just stuck hollow and alone
and the fault is my own and the fault is my own
I want to heal I want to feel
what I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've felt so long.
erase all the pain 'til its gone
I want to heal I want to feel
like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along
somewhere I belong
I still have nothing to say.
I cant believe I haven't fallen right down on my face
I was confused
looking everywhere only to find.
it is not the way I had imagined it all in my mind.
so what am I?
what do I have but negativity
'cause I can't justify the way everyone is looking at me
nothing to lose
nothing to gain I'm hollow and alone
and the fault is my own
and the fault is my own
I want to heal I want to feel
what I thought was never real
I want to let go of the pain I've felt so long.
erase all the pain 'til its gone
I want to heal I want to feel
like I'm close to something real.
I want to find something I've wanted all along
somewhere I belong
I will never know myself until I do this on my own
I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything 'til I break away from me
I will break away. I'll find myself today
Image Credit 2005 Heather Corrina
